new xanga..

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yup yup.. i made a new skin cuz i was sick and tired of my other one.. so its very very PiNK now.. i highly doubt that youll be able to read it =] muwahaha =] so anywho.. month has been alright.. errmz.. cesar taught me how to drive stick shift!! [cuz none of you other buttmonkies would teach me] and i SUCKK AT IT!! i stalled like 8934573984534 times.. no joke -.-* sad huhh? haha but yea.. that was the highlight of it all i guess.. eh.. and the drama at the party -.-* but after all that bad stuff it went wayyy better =] hehz.. but anywho.. valentines day is in like two days.. joyyy.  have my eyes kinda set on someoneeee.... x] haha but i think hes just completely clueless.. plus im just beginning to become a bit.. i dunno.. the "feeling" is just kinda wearing away.. which is good i guess.. *shrugg* i dunno.. but back to the point.. we dont have school on v-day.. meaning we have a threedayyweekendddd x] joyyy =] so lets all go have fun!!

hmm.. it feels weird not putting a picture up.. ohwell.

        Currently Jammin' to
[[Mase- The Love You Need]]

yeahh.. so many things going on.. school.. friends.. outings.. friends with a bit of drama that needs to be dealt with.. bohh.. o.O;; hrmm.. as for me.. lets just say my moods are feelings are like fontucky's weather right now.. its windy one day, sunny the next, rainy after.. just all over the place -.-;; like mainly im all happy nd ish.. i mean why not be happy? everythings pretty much gravy.. but thenn i let certain things just get to me sometimes.. like.. i feel lonely sometimes.. -.-.. like i want someone to be there for me.. i have friends but i dont really talk about it cuz ehh.. maybe itll annoy them? *shrugg* besides, its just one of those moments that i get over.. just gimme my ear candy and ill be happy againz =] but yeah.. im so tired of meeting someone and liking them for a second, then finding out all this junk about them.. like, err its hard to explain.. i just dont like the little infatuations that feels like it could really turn into something more.. naw mean? meh, im turning something so little into a big thing.. but maybe it is something big. i dont know. at least it doesnt bother me as much as it did before.. now im just getting used to it, which -in the end- is pretty sad.. cuz the only reason that a person would get used to something would be because they have been with it for so long.. d0h~ but eh.. im just gonna chill and try to let things happen when they do.. shouldn't waste time feeling bad or sorry.. cuz you gotta live everyday as if its your last. but anyway..

INTRODUCING LANDRA!! ROFL! when i put these two too-upclose pictures together i thought it was the funniest fuckin thing ever.. and i have no idea why.. eh.. yah i scribbled on it.. eff you! =]

anyway.. theres like this party on saturday and supposedly theres gonna be lots and lots of ppl there from schools all over [fohi, bloomington, kaiser, etc] and yeah.. imma go and get my groove on [; haha-- cept i dont have a boogie boy o.O;; otwell.. ill just dance with random ppl >.<;; cuz dancing is effin awesome.. hRmm.. uhh then sunday im gonna go iceskating again =] cuz its fun falling with your friends and getting bruises all over your arms and legs from falling onto the cold, hard ice floor! haha =]

my eargasm: No Doubt- Six Feet Under

"Today's my birthday and I get one every year..
and today.. I do believe that I'll buried six feet underground.."

anyway.. first day of finals.. but it was the worst.. so the worst is over! =] everyone bombed the AP language and composition.. errrgz.. omg my score was so bad.. as was everyone elses.. -.- pathetic! haha but uhm... yup.. i got ballooons today! x] i felt all special and stuff yayyy =] thank you wifey! and thank you wifes and orge for my cake! it was super duper good and thats why ppl kept on eating it and eating it! and and yeah! hehe.. dunno what else to say.. i wanna go to the beach friday but i dunno if i can -.- d0h~ and i think everyones flaking.. otwell.. BALLOONS ARE COOL! =]

               
          before--16 me o.O;;                                             after--17 me! =]

see any difference? [;

So-long sixteen.. it was nice knowin ya. [;

-----------------------------------------//+eDiT+
mann.. this is major procrastination from having to study and do bio questions..

have u ever..
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(x) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs/smoked cigarettes
(x) had alcohol
( ) laughed and had milk/coke/juice come out of your nose
( ) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
( ) swore at your parents
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone
( ) been high
(x) given someone a bruise
(x) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
( ) saw a therapist/counselor
( ) done the splits
(x) played spin the bottle
( ) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
(x) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) have your own car
(x) been to Japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) didnt have feelings for someone who liked you
( ) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(x) saw someone die
( ) been to Africa
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a rock show
( ) Been to a moto cross show
( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(x) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(x) been in an abusive relationship [i was the abuser.. ROFL]
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) shrooms? thats not hard. LSD?
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love/like someone or miss someone right now
(x) have tattoos or piercings

the pointlessness is awesome.

its friiiday.. pretty effin' tiring.. didn't have time to actually enjoy the day.. morning went well.. went with alvin to mcdonalds as we listened to his weirdo acapella music.. i was like o.O;;   >.>   <.<   haha.. but yeah.. we were all late and i suddenly find out that im his"cousin" hahah.. hrmm.. stressing cuz of finals and whatnot.. =\ i hate school... cept for the friends part. nd i dont even have that many.. but watever xP haha errmz.. gyea.. to my wife lauren.. gomen for that idiotic mentally-challenged and racially set pompous bastard.. dont let him get to ya.. you can really fight it so hopes to you..

anywho.. special thanks to the ogre and gator!! you guys fuckin rock!! mann.. ogre i owe you soo much for all that time.. eh.. i feel bad to get you in trouble.. but i really appreciate you driving in traffic for like 5 hours for me.. =\ ill repay you no worries i promise! and gator thank you soo much for just being there and helping me.. ur like the fuckin bestest!! =] gomen about the guitar lesson -.-;; but hey.. a lessons a lesson right? youre wayy better than the instructor anyway =P eckk.. i wanted to treat you guys to a movie or like games and stuff.. but that damn place took like 3 hours.. pluss traffic -.-;; tahh.. dont worry. if ur ever in a pickle call on me and ill be there k!? =] trust =]

yeaa.. it was fun talking with you guys and eating french fries x] even though the whole ghost conversation kinda freaked me out the rest of the night.. haha